these laughs make me sadder

and these smiles shatter

something inside of me

that I did not know existed.


this lust for the inverse of


is frightening – the need to

drown in voices is maddening.


there is no glory in death,

but there is none in living too


she asked me if I could jump

off the balcony, and I asked

her if it would ease the pain.

She just smiled


and I knew this pain had

nowhere to go.


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