these laughs make me sadder

and these smiles shatter

something inside of me

that I did not know existed.

~

this lust for the inverse of

solitude

is frightening – the need to

drown in voices is maddening.

~

there is no glory in death,

but there is none in living too

~

she asked me if I could jump

off the balcony, and I asked

her if it would ease the pain.

She just smiled

~

and I knew this pain had

nowhere to go.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Don’t forget to share on your favorite Social Media platform using the buttons below if you like it !!