All this talk of dreams and purposes,
destinies and magic –
all of it is shit. Tell me where B is and
I will find my way. Why should I worry about
C and D and Z and perhaps even other scripts.
I could have just marched on the road like a pig
why did you have to stop me and
show me the sky and the stars ?
I could have just been another cog in the machine,
with nothing but survival to worry about, why did you
have to show me how to think and dream ?
I was happy in my ignorance, why did
you have to open my mind to
realities that come with their sufferings ?
I was headed for a secure life, why
did you have to point me to adventures and
show me how to loose my inhibitions ?
I was headed for my grave with an empty
mind and an empty life. Why did you have to fill it with dreams
that will remain unfulfilled and a life I will never be satisfied with ?
I was headed for a perfect nothingness
of being – Why did you have
to give my life a purpose ?
Nothing is the same anymore,
everything is heightened and colorful –
the sadness breaks my heart now
and the ecstasy makes me fly –
We are not born to fly –
I will fall eventually and break
my bones, recover slowly, painfully –
and prepare for the next fall.
I was a happy floating corpse,
Why did you have to give me life ?
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I apologize for the lack of doodles – I have having an extremely busy October and I am trying to catch up with the doodles ! It should happen soon !